I love the fact that people are so appreciative of my work or will just notice me.

When someone reacts to me or my creations, I am overjoyed to know that someone actually sees/hears my ideas and adds their own commentary to the board...

However, beyond that, I must make my statements so I don't launch off on some overtly gay rant...

I must state that I appreciate everything done in my name, no matter how small. Not even negative stuff short of my getting booted off the 'net.

I ask people to overlook my strange pickiness in wake of my accolades. I do this because I'm a perfectionist git and I have serious issues with just letting things go. And please understand: this is me, a person with feelings; don't look down upon me for my faults, even with my rather analytical behaviors...

I also appreciate anyone who will attempt to stand by my side. However, don't back out for some pansy reason. I am one to take offense to various abandonments due to social issues or some other asinine bullshit. All I want is the persons entangled with my evil ways to stick with me to the very fecking end. That's all.

And I want to make a note that I believe few sane people have on this site: the people here are as real as the keyboard you are typing on; they eat, they drink, they breath, they metabolize, they sleep, they walk, they talk, they think, they imagine, they shit, they piss, they die. Please note that many, many, MANY people have commited suicide due to internet debacles and stressful conversations in chat rooms. And some have commited vile acts in the name of such. We're talking grand larceny, drugs, rape, MURDER here! The house of the mind may look like just one dimension to the average idiot, but there's far, far more to it than meets the eye (average perception, in other words). Social peer pressure isn't just some weak problem that makes you do alcohol and drugs like all those fucking brainwashing facilities like D.A.R.E. make it out to be. It's amateur hypnotism. Subconscious bullying. Just because "They didn't mean to" doesn't mean the effects aren't damn fucking drastic! Look around you. Right now. What do you see? A room full of crowds of people? A dark room with a few dim lights? Perhaps a Computer classroom full of jackasses and geeks? Whatever the case, the world around you is filled with predators and victims. Be on your toes, always. And be sure to build your friends up as high as you can. They'll be needing all the positive support they can get.

Also, be sure to keep in mind that the computer can become an addiction like everything else. Those retarded "Get Healthy, Kids!" ad campaigns have a point, ya know. Just because you may be fit or thin or slim or attractive or whatever doesn't mean you're not vulnerable or not afflicted with some kind of mental drug. That's right, people. Even a source of entertainment and knowledge can be bad for you. Too much of ANYTHING good can be bad. Even education. Even food. Even sex. Even this.

Remember this well, for you shall see, if not today, someday.

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On a lighter note, here's links to what I'm...

Listening to: [link]

Reading: [link]

Watching: [link] , [link] , and [link]

Playing: [link] , [link] , and [link]

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And I'd like to let everyone know that a cool new illustration is on the way, thanks to !

As a plus, I'm also updating my FanFics! Particularly Pariah's Wasteland, Gore and Cigars, and God Give Him Will! Woo!

That's all for now! Good luck to you all in future endeavours!